
"Life meet brick wall"
So my life has run head first into a brick wall and seems to have not learned from the experience and keeps bashing its head against the wall.
Life just seems to be stuck and not going anywhere. I'm in a bunch of dead end jobs that won't take me anywhere, I'm not dating anyone, and I'm doing to great in school. Where is my life going at this point? No where it seems.
Well here is what I'm thinking...Maybe I can just go to school full time. An option is to go so far into debt in student loans and finish my degree and go for my law degree. Then if I make it through that I'd be making enough to pay my loans off. Another option I been really considering is going into the military. Its kinda an idea I've played with before in the past but it keeps coming up as what I should do. I really been considering it this time. I been praying about it and constantly pondering it and it keeps coming up as what I should do. Interesting fact that I learned while pondering this is President Eyring was in the Air Force. Apparently there are quite a few of the Brethren who have served in the military. So that's an interesting fact to me that they served and have become some of the greatest men on this earth.
This summer I'm gonna be really pushing myself. My goal by the end of the summer is to be running up to 8 miles, 70 push ups, 70 sit ups, and 10 pull ups in a minute. Even if I don't go into the military it'd be good for me to get back into shape. I'm already eating better and trying to get healthier.
Its one thing to be physically healthy but I'm also working on being spiritually healthy. I'm taking an institute class, I'm reading nightly, I'm praying again, and I'm making sure I go to church (even if its alone).
So I may be hitting a brick wall but I'm gonna break on through. Not letting the wall stop me. RAWR!

we love you steve!
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